I have surgery at noon for my pilonidal. I'm quite nervous and scared right now. I really wasn't thinking about it until everyone started asking me if I was nervous. Of course I am now that you asked!

I really don't know what to expect with this. I've read so many horror stories from other pilonidal sufferers. The multiple surgeries, recurrence, infections, hematomas, etc. I know I won't be sitting for awhile. I got a tush cush but I sat on it today and I really don't think it's going to benefit me.

In other news, school is finally over. I'm not taking summer classes this year to give myself time to heal and hopefully get my lapband done. I spend way too much time visiting doctors and going to the hospital. Much more time than any 20 year old should. I'm also more exhausted than any 20 year old should be. I can only do so much during the day before I have to take a nap because I can't hold my eyes open anymore. I'm hoping that maybe I won't be so exhausted when I heal from this surgery, since my immune system won't be battling the constant infections. We'll see I guess.

On that note, I need to I guess get SOME sleep before I need to be at the hospital. Catch ya later! (To my one whole reader).